In a couple of days I’ll be 15 weeks. It’s weird to think about being almost 4 months pregnant. That’s over a 1/4 of a year! Anywho, this past week my thoughts have really been revolving around logistics. Where will the baby sleep? How will I manage with a puppy and a baby? How will I afford to buy so much baby stuff, when it’s hard to manage as is? Is it possible to find a good paying job being pregnant? How can I physically and mentally prepare now? And the list goes on… I’ve spent very little time, if any thinking about the cutesy baby stuff.
I guess lately, I’ve been anxious to have all the answers. Which I know I should not be. Ah…. growing up is hard.
As far as emotions, I’ve been really wanting to baby someone, something now. I’ve been reading bed time stories to my puppy. I tried to read a bed time story to my 17 year old brother, didn’t work out so well. haha. And at the same time, I’ve been wanting to feel like a kid. Not sure where this comes from.
Is this normal?